My Altered States
Publication date: December 10, 2024
Why do we seek out altered states of consciousness; or, in some cases, why do they happen unbidden? What do we see and hear, and what happens emotionally, physically, and psychologically? How and why are these experiences different from or similar to one another? Are they meaningful? And, what do we do with them after they have passed?
Addressing these questions, renowned psychedelic researcher Rick Strassman, M.D., draws upon his journals and analyses of dozens of episodes of altered consciousness that occurred during, or are intimately tied to, his life between birth and young adulthood. Just as significant as the ecstatic blissful experiences are the uncensored and, at times, painfully unvarnished narratives of less elevated ones. Visually augmenting these accounts are the striking images of renowned artist Merrilee Challiss.
Strassman’s episodes of altered consciousness resulted from a wide variety of methods, drugs, and conditions: cannabis, alcohol, psychoanalysis, psychedelics, meditation, disordered mood, and childhood trauma. Regardless of their origin, he attempts to understand them using an array of models he has studied carefully over the years: psychopharmacology, Zen Buddhism, psychoanalytic psychology, and medieval Jewish metaphysics.
Understanding and applying the meaning and message of any altered state—its integration—first requires a clear-eyed recollection of the actual experiences in all their aspects, neither pushing away the ugly nor grasping after the beautiful. This book provides a profound example of how one might go about accomplishing this daunting task.
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Pre-Publication Endorsements
“A remarkable memoir from a trailblazing consciousness explorer. Strassman, in describing his own development from altered state to altered state, has written honest, candid reports of his own trips. A unique set of stories illuminating what became his extraordinary life.”
James Fadiman, PhD author of The Psychedelic Explorer’s Guide
“For those of us who seek a path to better understanding of ourselves and how our own behavior affects others, and who are willing to dive deep into the mystery of consciousness, Rick Strassman’s My Altered States provides much food for thought. I highly recommend it!”
Graham Hancock author of Visionary
“An illuminating autobiographical exploration of pioneering psychedelic researcher Rick Strassman’s early life and firsthand experiences with altered states of consciousness…. This sensitive and self-revealing examination of how these powerful compounds affected Dr Strassman’s personal evolution and his insights into the potential impact of psychedelics makes a valuable contribution to our understanding of human consciousness and the potential for new and valuable psychiatric treatments.”
Charles S. Grob, MD Professor of Psychiatry, UCLA School of Medicine
“In his gripping, painfully honest memoir My Altered States, eminent psychedelic researcher Rick Strassman delves into the risks as well as spiritual potential of psychedelics. As capitalists seek to monetize these remarkable substances, Strassman’s book provides a much-needed counterpoint to the hype and hoopla.”
John Horgan science journalist and author of The End of Science
“Brave, honest, real, self-critical, deeply personal, and well-told, Rick Strassman’s account of his formative years casts a compelling light on his subsequently pioneering career in psychedelic science. A necessary contribution.”
Jeremy Narby PhD author of The Cosmic Serpent, co-author of The Psychotropic Mind
“Rick Strassman’s memoir is a gift defined by both raw honesty and a distinct literary beauty. He shows us how scientific exploration itself can be an altered state, guiding us deeper into practices like meditation, psychedelics, and psychoanalysis. Get ready for a wild ride, including a telepathic one on a flying carpet.”
Jeffrey J. Kripal, PhD Chair in Religious Thought and Philosophy, Rice University, author of How to Think Impossibly
“If you want to know what shaped the mind of one of the most important and influential psychedelic scientists of the last century, I can’t recommend this book highly enough.”
Andrew R. Gallimore, PhD neurobiologist and author of Reality Switch Technologies
“The doyen of DMT studies finally begins to share his personal experiences with psychedelics—as well as his personal history—in this wise, intimate, funny, at-times disturbing, always heartfelt memoir. It covers his life up to the time he joined a Zen Buddhist monastery while on leave from medical school in his early twenties. I highly recommend this book.”
Tao Lin author of Trip: Psychedelics, Alienation, and Change
“…Having the mind and the courage…you’re such an important part of the psychedelic history of this country because what you did is you legitimized a very important thing.”
Joe Rogan from a conversation with Rick Strassman MD regarding his contributions to psychedelic research, Joe Rogan Experience, episode #1854, August 2022
“This book is a magnificent treat, offering page-turning accounts that are as fascinating as they are engaging…. Beyond the usual altered states, Strassman explores unconventional and rarely recognized types of shifted consciousness with elegance and wisdom gained from years of reflection…. My Altered States is a mind-expanding treasure, illuminating the depths of human consciousness with a rare and captivating brilliance.”
David J. Brown co-author of The Illustrated Field Guide to DMT Entities
“My Altered States successively bridges psychopharmacology and psychotherapy in a coherent whole that will satisfy the initiated as well as the lay reader who, like Dr Strassman, seek to tap into the deepest mysteries of the mind.”
Tadeo Feijão, MD President of the União do Vegetal (UDV) General Directorate
“Rick has taken on the daring task of writing about how various substances have affected his consciousness. He does so by immersing us into his own soul and circumstances in an honest, elegant, and engaging style that also triggers self-reflection. This book is a gem.”
Luis Eduardo Luna, Ph.D. co-author of Ayahuasca Reader: Encounters with the Amazon's Sacred Vine and Inner Paths to Outer Space
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